jane_and.the_dragon

This review is going to be shorter than most. Mated to the Alpha audiobook, Do not waste your time or your money. The plot is weak at best. The characters are not fully developed. I did however catch a little sleep the first time I tried to listen to this. To be fair, I went back and rewound it and listened to it all. The only good thing I can say about this book is: It is short. It was written in 2020 and labeled as book 1. I can see why there was never a book 2 in the series ( if you can call 1 book a series, lol)

LOL It really is true what they say about people that make assumptions. It has come to my attention that she knows who she is, and her minions were flapping their jaws about me AGAIN. Like my mom used to say, if they are talking about me, they are leaving someone else alone. THE BEST PART IS: They are straight up WRONG, lol, and they are too dumb to know it. The REAL reason was not even close to what they are trying to spread around that it was. The truth was it was an internal thing and nothing at all to do with anyone or anything not directly associated with where I call home now. I have said it before, and I will say it again she knows who she is, has not power here or over me, and any thought on her part she does so is strictly delusional, and she may want to see a doctor about those delusions. Although, people with narcissistic personalities tend to have an over inflated opinion of their own value. So I am just going to sit back and LMAO while she knows who she, is continues to make a fool of herself thinking she rules the whole net.

I do not know what you all know about PTSD, BUT I have it, and sometime an event will trigger a flash back to where I go into this insane mind place. I have trouble sleeping, my mind races I obsess about what has triggered it, and that is why I am wide awake at 5:20 am my obsessive mind will not let me sleep. I tried, but woke up shaking, and can not get back to sleep. I got 2 hrs sleep. That is better than the last time it triggered. Back then it lasted a week and I only got an hour sleep a day for the first 72 hrs of it. Let me tell you first-hand, lack of sleep is not good for anyone. I compounded my messed up mental state, and I really was not good to be around for a week. I really hope this one does not last that long.
Anyone who does not like this blog : DO NOT READ IT OR KEEP YOUR OPINION TO YOURSELF, BECAUSE FOR ONCE I WILL DELETE ANYTHING NEGATIVE POSTED. IU AM IN A BAD STATE OF MIND RIGHT NOW AND WILL NOT BE AS OPEN MINDED ABOUT NEGATIVE POSTS AS I USUALLY AM. ANYTHING NEGATIVE, KEEP IT TO YOUR SELF.
On the other hand, if anyone else has ptsd, and you know a way for me to get control of this latest episode, feel free to tell me. Helpful things will be appreciated.

Albert Einstein quotes about life

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.”“The important thing is to not stop questioning.

Curiosity has its own reason for existing.”

“I believe in one thing—that only a life lived for others is a life worth living.”

“Where the world ceases to be the scene of our personal hopes and wishes, where we face it as free beings admiring, asking, observing, there we enter the realm of art and science.”

“Although I am a typical loner in daily life, my consciousness of belonging to the invisible community of those who strive for truth, beauty, and justice has preserved me from feeling isolated.”

“Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.”

“All religions, arts, and sciences are branches of the same tree.”“A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit, and a violin; what else does a man need to be happy?” 

“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.”

“He who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.”

“A happy man is too satisfied with the present to dwell too much on the future.”

“Strive not to be a success, but rather to be of value.”

“I speak to everyone in the same way, whether he is the garbage man or the president of the university.”

 “Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”

“We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.”

“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”

“The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious.”A question that sometimes drives me hazy—am I or are the others crazy?”

“The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existence.”

“Few are those who see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts.”

“I believe in standardizing automobiles. I do not believe in standardizing human beings.”

“A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be.”

“I am by heritage a Jew, by citizenship a Swiss, and by makeup a human being, and only a human being, without any special attachment to any state or national entity whatsoever.”

“Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.” “I believe in intuitions and inspirations. I sometimes feel that I am right. I do not know that I am.”

“My passion for social justice has often brought me into conflict with people, as has my aversion to any obligation and dependence I did not regard as absolutely necessary.”

“A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.”

 “Try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value.”

“The greatest scientists are artists as well.”

“Science can flourish only in an atmosphere of free speech.”

“It occurred to me by intuition, and music was the driving force behind that intuition. My discovery was the result of musical perception.”

“I would teach peace rather than war. I would inculcate love rather than hate.”

“I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious.”

“If I were not a physicist, I would probably be a musician. I often think in music. I live my daydreams in music. I see my life in terms of music … I cannot tell if I would have done any creative work of importance in music, but I do know that I get most joy in life out of my violin.”

“My passion for social justice has often brought me into conflict with people, as has my aversion to any obligation and dependence I did not regard as absolutely necessary.”

“One thing I have learned in a long life: that all our science, measured against reality, is primitive and childlike—and yet it is the most precious thing we have.”

HE'S A BIG BOY: I really hate when someone says these words to me when I am worried about a friend. It is like they think when someone reaches a certain age that they should know everything, even if they have healthy conditions. I had a friend in fl, and he had copd. I worried about him a lot, and his estranged wife would say to me, HE'S A BIG BOY, when I would try to get her to check in on him. I felt like she no longer cared if he lived or died. How do you have 2 kids together and not care a little if your babies' daddy is ill?
I have a few friends with diabetes, and one specific friend has a bouncy kind. Even the doctor does not know why, it will suddenly go from a high rate to a log rate and vice versa without warning. I have learned to see some signs when his is out of wack, but what many people do not understand sometimes is the person it is happening to sometimes can not see it coming.. His type of diabetes, the blood sugar changes so rapidly that sometimes there is no warning signs of it going up or down. I have seen it happen, he can be talking to me coherently and then suddenly he will be all spaced out and not following the conversation at all. The main reason I am writing this blog is someone said to me , when I voiced concern about him: HE'S A BIG BOY, HE SHOULD KNOW THE SIGNS. How do you know the signs when it shifts so rapidly that you do not see it coming, and it muddies your thoughts when it does to the point of not being able to follow the conversation ?