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Is it not ironic , that when one has evil thoughts of another, they think that the one they do not like also has evil intentions?
I being myself did what I always do, and helped a long time friend the other day, when she was in need of it, just as I have many times in the past. She was so happy. I love adding to peoples happiness when I can. She gets flustered easily, and anything I can do to calm her I will do.
It came to my attention that someone did not like me helping her. The ironic part is, in helping my friend I also helped the one who did not like me doing it. Sometimes some people are so short sighted, that they do not realize they can not control other's emotions. It is so kindergarten to think just because you do not like someone, that another who has know them longer should not like and trust them.
I told someone one time I do not care if people talk about me. If it is true, I will own it. If it is not, those who know me truely know me will see right through the forked tongue serpent trying to bend their mind, and even if they do not, Karma will sort it all out in the end. lol The more meanness, and evil one puts into the world the more that will return to them.
ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR TRUES FRIENDS WILL NOT BE SWAYED BY THOSE HATERS BENT ON YOUR DISTRUCTION. ONE THAT TRUELY KNOWS YOU KNOWS WHAT YOU AND WILL NOT DO, ND CAN SEE THROUGH THE SMOKE SCRENE PUT UP BY THOSE THAT SPEND TOO MUCH TIME MESSING ABOUT IN YOUR LIFE, AND NOT ENOUGH SORTING THEIR OWN OUT.

Always be prepared for any job you take on. One should always know any rights, rules, and obligations of a job before taking it on. NOW that having been said: A certain someone and she knows who she is, realllllly needs to have a read over the admin guide, before she goes throwing lies around. One can not poach someone WHO IS ALREADY A MEMBER OF THE LEAGUE THEY ARE ASKING THEM TO PLAY IN. Such a thing may only be done IF THE PERSON BEING ASKED TO PLAY IN ANOTHER ROOM IS NOT A MEMBER OF BOTH LEAGUES. Look it up BEFORE you make a skeptical of your self and show how ignorant you really are of the job to which you have been entrusted.
In the words of Glenda the good: BE GONE, YOU HAVE NO POWER HERE.
( And just from me to you, your obsession with me is going to drive you crazy some day. For your own mental state, you may wish to let the past go and look to the future.)

     Got a call from my cardiologists' office today. After him telling me on the day I got the tee that I was not going to have the valve transplant YET. The girl from his office that called me said he was going to refer me to the cardio surgeon. He was not there for e to ask him why, and I lost it. Took me a half hr to stop crying, because I had just been told this morning I could schedule for cataract surgery. I left a message for my cardiologist himself to call me back, I want to ask him directly why after telling me I did not need it now why he is setting me up with the sermon. AT TIS VERY MOMENT, I feel like he lied to me the day of the tee. I had myself braced for the valve replacement. When he said it did not need done right away, I was so happy. Now just a couple of weeks later I feel like I was dropped out of a plane with not shoot onto rocks. Anyone who knows me, knows I am not the most emotionally stable person in the world. Being jerked around like this makes it really hard to stay on the level emotionally.
Some of my family says it may just be for a second opinion to make sure his call on waiting was right, BUT why not say that when they called to tell me he was doing the refusal? If that is what it is, I get wanting to have a second opinion, but say it if that is what it is. Do not leave me twisting in everything my mind can come up with.

     I got some good news today when I had the tee done.   Pending surgeon's review and ok:  I will not have to get the mitral valve replacement, AT LEAST NOT FOR NOW!  Also, they said the blood clot that was in my left atrial appendage is gone.   So if the cardiac surgeon agrees with my cardiologist, no surgery yayyyyyy   After months of bad news I finally get some good news.

Someone accused me of turning my back on Jesus , because i used the word Karma. Karma means cause and effect. You do good, good will come to you. You do bad, you will receive bad back. The BIBLE itself states the same principle. : God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap. Galatians 6:7 / The point is this: whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. 2 Corinthians 9:6
And as for your trying to pass judgement on me for your own pious attitude i suggest you also refresh your knowledge of these passages. Whoever sows injustice will reap calamity, and the rod of his fury will fail. Proverbs 22:8

This is one of my favorites : Matthew 7:1 "Do not judge, or you will be judged. That is the problem with people on the net, they think it is ok to judge others. *smiles so sense you do not like the word Karma, I will just set back and watch as God judges you as you have tried to judge me.