It is said you never know what you have till you lose it. That can be very true. I lost a friend some months ago and i really miss her. Well she is not exactly lost I still see her on line, but she has me on ignore. I sucks to have someone who was so important to me just cut me off like that. I am not going to pretend I did not do anything wrong, but how do you fix a mistake if the person you hurt shuts down on you, and will not even allow you to try? It hurts every day seeing her and remembering the good times we had and knowing they are probably gone for ever now. Every room of my house has a reminder of her little things she sent me over the time i have know her.