jane_and.the_dragon

Lately I have been asking myself if I expect too much, and if that may be the reason most of the men in my life have let me down recently.
Is it too much to expect someone to keep their word when they say they will do something? Is it too much to think guys will do the same things for you that you would do for them? Is it too much to expect them to return the same respect to you that you give them? Is it too expect for someone not to put you down to make themselves feel bigger? Do I expect too much when I want someone to apologize when they say something that hurts your feelings , instead of laughing at you when you get upset? Is it too much to expect someone who calls you their friend to have your back if you need it? Do I expect too much when I want someone to understand my point of view when I explain it as clearly as I can?
I do not know maybe I do expect too much, but all I know for sure is lately most of the guys in my life have really been bugging me, and I am tired of it all. I do not know if I need a vacation, or if I just need to leave everything behind and find something new to do with my spare time.