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     Got a call from my cardiologists' office today. After him telling me on the day I got the tee that I was not going to have the valve transplant YET. The girl from his office that called me said he was going to refer me to the cardio surgeon. He was not there for e to ask him why, and I lost it. Took me a half hr to stop crying, because I had just been told this morning I could schedule for cataract surgery. I left a message for my cardiologist himself to call me back, I want to ask him directly why after telling me I did not need it now why he is setting me up with the sermon. AT TIS VERY MOMENT, I feel like he lied to me the day of the tee. I had myself braced for the valve replacement. When he said it did not need done right away, I was so happy. Now just a couple of weeks later I feel like I was dropped out of a plane with not shoot onto rocks. Anyone who knows me, knows I am not the most emotionally stable person in the world. Being jerked around like this makes it really hard to stay on the level emotionally.
Some of my family says it may just be for a second opinion to make sure his call on waiting was right, BUT why not say that when they called to tell me he was doing the refusal? If that is what it is, I get wanting to have a second opinion, but say it if that is what it is. Do not leave me twisting in everything my mind can come up with.