I’m tired. And emotional. And I can’t stop thinking about those people in the dark without power and the ones that haven’t been found —— I think about how selfish some people can be. Seeing the devastation is something nobody should have to see but also something everyone should see…. I saw glimpses and it has shook my world, , if we all had a face to face view then maybe we could be more humble & appreciative. Myself I literally felt like I was suffocating No words can describe the feeling , and to top it off , later today I got some take out and a man was mad over ketchup. Ketchup.......his freakin day ruined over a pack of ketchup. I wanted to lose my mind on him. But then I thought, we ( people in general) act like that every single day. We take things for granted. We want more and more and more. We. We. We. I said to myself “the people in NC they lost everything” but I was wrong. They lost so so much. They lost a lot. Not just material things they lost family friends pets photos of loved, their homes , things they worked their whole lives for,, memories of a place they had known their entire lives GONE But the ones I saw today, they still had hope in their eyes.They had a smile on their face They had a smile on their face and they still had thankfulness and hope in their hearts regardless of what they had went through today they were thankful.. I just keep thinking about Psalms. “The lord is close to the broken hearted” I was going to try and do some work some tonight but I’m exhausted. And I literally want to reply to people with sn remarks about they had time to get out, with “at least you aren't in body bags” you have a home you have your families... but I’m going on two hours of sleep and not in the mindset to do anything but sleep. And its over thinking , emotions and lack of sleep doing the talking , that's not the person I am to say something like that... Everytime I even start to close my eyes I see things and todays trip. I sat in the truck tonight in my driveway about a half hour thinking and asking God “why did you want me to go there…why... this is going to hurt me forever”….. but I know he had a purpose and plan in it. And in that plan I trust him.. Tell people you love them.. Hold them close, mend old hurts, let go of petty things in the past , and just be thankful you have a 2nd chance to make those mends, to get those 2nd chances at a relationship with those lost to you and your families, I know things happen every single day that could cause each and everyone of us not to get that 2nd chance to make things right, but ya'll I'm telling you its God telling us make things right , do better treat people better trust in him and he's not playing around , Look around its the entire world falling to pieces from natural disasters to leaders running our Country, its full of lies deceit, corruption of morals and what we were built on, it's all being destroyed by idiots and crazy ideas more by the day of people making it up as they go, God made no mistakes he made 2 genders , Our world is falling apart before our eyes and if that doesn't make you think then I'm sorry you are part of the problem and not part of the solution,..Pray is all I can say , for whatever is on your mind just pray,

I'd like to ask you all to keep my brother and best friend Josh in prayers as they have been flying supplies in and out of NC for the last 3 days , they're both retired military pilots and can fly anything so that part I'm not worried about.... flying to them is like breathing to me,,, but they are mentally physically and emotionally drained, the coverage on the news is nothing compared to first hand sight and being there I flew with them Tuesday on the outskirts drop off zones and it was heart wrenching to see and I didnt even see the worst of it up close we flew over several hard hit areas but we weren't face to face with the damages, they guys on the other hand have saw more than I think they wanted to see and its been very hard on them both,theyhavent said it but I can see it in their eyes and hear it in their voices , this I know is going to be a life changing experience for them, I've prayed that this doesn't trigger PTSD again in Josh , he dealt with it for so long after returning from Desert Storm and tours over seas, these are my people people that I love dearly and I would like to ask you all to say a prayer for them , This part of Tennessee was never prepared for this type of storms , never has a hurricane came in land this far and there just was no time to prepare, my heart is so broke for everyone, here in my part of Tenn we only suffered flooding and few downed trees on the farm nothing even close to what they have experienced,, what damage I have is nothing compared to there, I know my guys and they are head strong and heart strong and I'm more than worried about them, I want them home safe but I would never step in their way of what they believe in , it's what I love about these guys most,, I myself know I couldn't physically be there on the ground , its just too much for me to handle and even process, flying over was more than I could process this will stay with me till my dying day,,, so I'm here I'm loading trailers I am helping collect items I'm doing all I can from here and praying continuously.. I just cannot put into words how this has opened my eyes to some, people I thought would have been hands on or just people I thought would show some emotion to all this that are stone cold these are people I know very well and I just cannot see how any human beings can watch the news, watch these peoples videos and not just break down in tears over what all that were affected are dealing with, losses so unimaginable ,, devastation no child should ever have to experience, elderly who lived their entire lives and it's all gone in just minutes,,, I also never imagined that in such a catastrophe there would be so little assistance from our leaders our Government , this just goes to show that as a whole the people take care of themselves and their own better than Government can do.. It's the people that will be the unrecognized heroes in this not Fema Not Tema not the POTUS but people who have lost everything that are on the ground helping others and and normal every day people coming to help seeing all the people come together has at least restored my faith in humanity and that when the time comes people come the rescue of others,, where ever you are what ever religion you believe in just pray ,Pray for those affected pray for my guys to fly home safe in a few days , just pray for our country as a whole , prayer is needed more than ever...

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If you can't find true love work hard, make money, and enjoy your single life in peace.
Nobody has ever died from being single, but so many have died from being whit the wrong partner. Life is to short to be wasting your time whit the wrong person,

I saw the most incredible thing! All of these celebrities -- even OPRAH -- talking about how wonderful Harris is.
I knew, since millionaires and billionaires are my homies, that whatever they liked, I would like too! Yay!!

Hundreds and thousands of Migrants ,
the Govt. funding and sheltering them;
Crime at record levels;
Terrorists pouring in;
Inflation eating your hearts out.
What the Hell Do You Have to lose ?!!!

(Source: Donald Trump)

A help I found from years of cooking in my business --- if I get burned. with splatter, I dowse the burn with mustard. Something about the mustard seed seems to be a healer. I burned myself pretty bad tonight with lamb grease , out of oven. whole hand affected. Puttin my hand right under cold water. with many choice words, then immediately covered hand and covered hand and wrist with mustard assuming I would be left with large blister. To my surprise - no sign of burn - a little sore but no blister and no sign of burn. If this helps someone - glad to help

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is there a way to always pick the 3 mice?

[edit note 9/26 - the mouse positions on the reels indicates an unchanging mouse outcome]
pretend this is the reels before the mouse game
x x x x x
m x x m x
x m m x x
this means the mice will be in holes.... oops I already forgot
it must've been holes 1 3 5, hmm
ok I'll run with this theory now!
and report back in later
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[edit note ok I was completely wrong!]
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(edit note sept 25 2024) I think I figured it out
depending on the total amount in the bonus, that determines where the mice are
and that's a fixed table, which means lets say it's about 11 mil total then the mice are always in the first 3 slots
1 2 3 x x
so the table of mouse positions has as an index the total gold in the bonus
but how can you know how much you got in the kitty?
by getting it wrong you can estimate how much is in it still by adding the amount unclaimed
I don't know if this table thing is 100% correct
but the best thing to do is when you get all 3 mice correct, record which positions they are in, and the amount you claimed
so like 150 million, it's always 1 2 3 x x
110 million, it's always 1 x x 4 5
90 mil x 2 x 4 5
(maybe) I'll check back in when I get more data
but I did get it right at least a dozen times in a row, so it could be correct